You see me laughing like there's no tomorrow.
You see me smiling a lot.
You see me cracking crazy nonsense jokes,
but believe it or not, I have scars.
You may not see them nor you can feel tem,
but believe me,
they bleed everytime I remeber how I got them.
I always pretend to be happy, talking a lot and laughing
out loud so that nobody would know what's really inside.
But at the end of the day, I always find myself all alone,
encountering the crucial truth....
that I'm too broken inside and that not even a
million laughter can take it away.
Now I've been a fool for a long time,
a stranger to myself....
I try to look busy on the outside, I appear happy,
on the go and constant laughing and partying.
But at the end of the day, am I really happy?
I mask my loneliness by being busy and on the move,
but all I really wanted was someone
who will be my antidote to this rush.
Someone who will tell me to take one step at a time,
to find pleasure in simple things....
to be contented in silence....
TO BE LOVE SILENTLY BUT COMPLETELY!
Tags: beatknix, emo, feeling, rain
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