This is for all the girls who understand that they aren't perfect.
& Neither are the guys that they are interested in. This is for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, wisper or touch because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe, just maybe this time
He'll have understood.
This is a homage to the girls who laugh loud & often. Who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't even deserve their attention.. This one's for the girls who you CAN take home to mom but WONT because it's easier to sleep with some whore than it is to foster a relationship. This one is for the girls who have been ~ LED ON ~ by words and kisses and touches - all of which were either true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head, their heart & their bed only to discover, "He's just not ready" - "Hes just NOT over her"..
He's just not looking to be tied down.
this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that he doesn't want you, it's that he doesn't want anyone.. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and hopes shattered by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place. This is for the nights spent detecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech.
For the nights when you've returned home alone
Or the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, standing a little too near, or wispering a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup. This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence. FINALLY having realized that it wasn't that he did'nt want a relationship, it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night something bad happened in his world and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back the right way then perhap's he would realize that he already had YOU.
This is for the "I really like you so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation that he never intended.
This is for realizing that just like you chose your friends, you chose the ones which eventually make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the girls who have been USED and ABUSED and ENDURED what he was giving because atleast it was something. For the stupidity of the nights we believed that something was better than nothing. Though his something was nothing we had ever wanted.. THIS IS FOR THE GIRLS WHO HAVE BEEN SATISFIED TOO LITTLE AND WHO HAVE LEARNED TO NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING ANYMORE AND FOR THE GIRLS WHO DON'T THINK THAT THEY DESERVE MORE BECAUSE THEY'VE BEEN CONDITIONED FOR SO LONG TO ACCEPT THE SCRAPS THROWN TO THEM BY GUYS.
This is for the hugs you've received from your girls. For the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and that you are truely worthy of a great guy.
This is for the heartaches and the headaches, the laughter and the tears. How you love and hate him and wish he would just die even though you know, you feel you would die with out him.
This one, is for us girls.
This is for the girl who does not strive to be perfect for the world.. but strives to be perfect for you. This is for the girl who still sees everything she ever wanted wrapped up in everything you are. This is for the girl who still remembers the first thing you ever said to her.
This is for her, the one who wants nothing more than to be there for YOU and LOVE YOU the way she knows only she could.This is for the girl who sees a little bit of you in every guy she meets. She sees these similarities because she looks for guys who possess them, although it may very well be an unconcious thing. She seeks guys like you, but still knows deep down in her heart that no one will ever compare. This is for the girl who stands idly by, watching you fall in and out of love with girls who aren't her.
This is for the girl who has tried everything in her power to make you see yourself as she sees you. This is for her.. the one who relates every sad song, book, or movie to the way she feels about you. This is for the girl who knows your flaws and values them as much as see values your strong points. This is for the girl who can't bring herself to hate you, although you probably deserve it.
This is for her, the one girl who had the courage to give you her entire heart, knowing full well that you would only abuse it. This is for the girl who realizes that all of her efforts are in vain, but cares so much about you that she still manages not to regret A SINGLE MOMENT spent with you. She realizes that she will never have your heart, but she will carry the image of you inside of hers forever. This is for that girl
She still cries herself to sleep, but lets you think she's okay just so you won't have to feel a bit of guilt. This is the girl who sees in you everything you can not see yourself. She sees everything that you can be, and everything you arleady are. She sees all of this and she loves you anyway, even though you wont love her back.
FOR THAT GIRL...
Tags: girls, heartbroken, love, relationship
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